Ugh! I come here and I try to write! I really do! I even have ideas of things to write about. But it feels so hard some days. I’m just so tired, so sick of… producing… you know?
But I wanted to write something. To say that I’m still here. I’m still working on stuff. I’m still trying to identify my core values. I’m reading Designing Your Life and working through its workbook. It’s been interesting, but I’m only just starting and don’t feel like I can write about it yet. I’m spending the next three weeks tracking my activities to see how engaging and energizing they are. Maybe at the end of those three weeks I’ll have some insights.
I’m not rushing this because I want it to work. I am tired of feeling unfulfilled in a life that could absolutely be fulfilling. I believe that a change in mindset, or possibly a bigger change in how I spend my time, or even earn my living, could be a game changer for me. I believe that I have the opportunities available to make a real and lasting and positive change, if I just knew what change to make. So I will take my time, and read, and talk, and write, and hopefully I will figure it out.
And if I don’t, well at least I tried.
Thank you for mentioning the book title, I put a library hold on it and will be reading it too. Also for saying you are tracking activities to evaluate their value to you. Like tracking where money is spent and then seeing if that fits your actual values. HAd not thought of doing that before. THANK YOU!!!!!!
Also good wishes!!!!