This morning my son did not call out for me until 8am! It felt good to sleep so long.
When I opened the blinds on his window I was struck by how clear the world looked outside. I didn’t realize how accustomed to the haze I had become. Today everything is bright colors and sharp edges. It is beautiful and we can go outside.
I have spent the past month recognizing how unhappy I am and preparing myself, mentally, to make changes. I am not sure yet what these changes will be, but I know that I can’t keep making the same choices and feel positive about my life. I am grateful that there is space enough in the details of my days to feel like I can do things differently. I have so much, it’s really up to me.
Thank you to everyone who has kept reading this month. I am so grateful for this space, and for all of the people who read it.
FYI, I’ve been reading every day, though I suck at commenting. I’m glad you’re feeling ready to make a change!
You r a joy to the world & we look forward to your new world to come. Glad the world sparkles with freshness … a good omen.
I feel the same. I’m not happy and have to change things. I’m not exactly sure what exactly I need to do. But I’m thankful it’s on my radar. Can’t wait to see what and how you change!!
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