Still here

Sorry for not writing all week. I’ve been going to bed early. I’ve been WANTING to go to bed early. Usually I’m annoyed when I have to burn kid-free time going to bed early, but lately it’s been all I’ve wanted to do. I can’t tell if the desire to go to bed early is my subconscious urging me to do what I need to avoid falling into the hole of depression, or if I’m already in the hole and I want to sleep because that what I do when I’m depressed. I think it’s the former. I’m hoping it’s the former. Right now I’m going to go to bed early if that’s what I want to do, even if it means i don’t write a blog post.

Next week at work should be a little easier and I should have some more time to write.

I’m still time tracking. I’m doubting the value of it for my personally, but I’m going to keep it up for a couple more weeks.

It’s a balmy 63* today and we have some low key days planned. I’m grateful for them.

I hope you all have a nice weekend.

2 Comments

  1. I’m glad you are going to bed early as I am quite certain you need the rest and pause.
    I also thank you for posting today because I know you are all ok. It also makes me feel better and normal that I too and simply tired; even though your world is so much more demanding than mine today. TAKE CARE OF YOU.
    THANK YOU.

  2. Time tracking for me is interested for a few days, but really it just ends up being one more thing to do that is taking up time. LOL. If you’ve spotted any patterns to change, great but if not, I’d let that obligation go. Maybe you know this, but iPhones are great about letting you set limits on different apps, so you can say no more than “x” amount of time each day can be spent on whatever. If you want/need to ignore the warning you can, or it can be a good trigger to you that it’s time to move on to your next activity. Good for you for getting some sleep – I got 11 hours last night and needed it badly!

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