Struggling

I’m struggling to find the words right now. I’m not even attempting my morning pages.

I’ve been sick since Wednesday. And not just sick of spirit. I actually woke up on Wednesday physically ill–with the worst cold I’ve had in a long while. Right now I’m just trying to get through the days. Putting one foot in front of another.

My tentative plan is to get my house in order. Figure my own shit out so I can be of service for others. I have a few plans in mind, but I’ll probably wait until the early months of Trump’s presidency to actually dedicate myself in the ways I’m thinking. Hopefully by then I’ll have a better idea of where my efforts will be most needed.

In the meantime, I’m focusing on home. I know I can’t give of myself if I don’t have anything to give. Now there is even more reason to streamline my efforts so I have more of myself to give to others.

1 Comment

  1. I’m with you on this – you have to put your own oxygen mask on first. I hope you are feeling physically better – what a punch to have to feel ill during this horrible week.

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