I was already in a pretty deep hole after Conferences week, and then my cat died.
Now I’m pretty much buried in this hole.
The next couple of weeks are not going to help me dig myself out, so I’m just trying to make sure there are pockets of air big enough to breath, and to keep still so it all doesn’t come down around me.
And that is where I am, or at least it’s where I feel like I am.
The next couple weeks are packed with events I am not looking forward to. All the reserves I will be able to muster will be spent just getting through those events. Hopefully, in November, there will be some time and space to take care of myself.
And now I need to do laundry and wash dishes. At least I’m listening to a good audiobook (though it’s almost over, boo).
I hope you’re all having a better start to fall.
Oh no I’m so sorry. I really hope you can carve out some time to rest and regroup. Don’t be afraid to ask for help. Sending hugs.
Understand and sending hope and wishes that things improve and that you get lots of support and caring from family and friends in your world. There is lots from cyber world but that isn’t always tangible enough to really help Keep breathing and know you are important.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you can lean on loved ones enough to get through to a point where you can get space to grieve and to be.